Somewhere Worth Arriving
To daydream is to remember that you are larger than your life.
Not in any grand or ambitious sense, not the largeness of achievement or horizon chasing, but something much, much quieter than that. It’s in the vastness that slowly hums right beneath the surface of your daily routine, in an unhurried way, just patiently waiting for you to become still enough to feel the quiet vibrations. But whether we like it or not, most days, the mundanity of our ordinary life wins.
But then something small shifts, interrupting the silence.
Maybe it’s the scent of a passerby you can’t exactly place but somehow know. Maybe it’s the particular angle of afterschool rays spilling across the streets. Maybe it’s a song drifting from a bike rider right across the street from you, already fading by the time you recall its title. It is something unnoticeably small, barely a thing that takes effort to acknowledge, and yet it erases the strict line of your reality and daydreams. One moment you’re in the kitchen rinsing a glass, maybe in the station waiting for a train, or in a classroom staring out the window. And then, without a grand entrance, without a loud conversation, without permission, you exist somewhere else entirely.
See, this is what reverie does. It doesn’t boldly announce itself. It just arrives the way your favourite memories do-sideways, through a gap you didn’t know was there-and the next thing you know? You’re ankle deep in a river full of memories you didn’t realise you were still treasuring some place in your heart. A room that no longer exists. A conversation you never got closure from. A feeling without a name that belonged to summer years ago, somehow still preserved in the very corner of your mind, intact, waiting in the margins of a Tuesday afternoon.
Believe it or not, there is a self that lives just beneath the surface of our days. It doesn’t appear in conversations, to-do lists, or the hours you decide to spend productively. Rather, it floats to the surface of your untied thoughts. Right and only in the in-between, in the slow swing after a door pushes open, in the drift you can’t remember sleep claiming you, in the three quiet minutes a microwave takes to heat up your favourite old snack. It is not lost. It is not unproductive. It is, in many ways, the most honest and raw version of you there is, that you never take the time to get to know, the one still turning things over, still feeling the weight of what mattered, still making sense of what the busy hours and frightened self had no room for.
Reverie is NOT escape. It is excavation.
So the next time your mind slips its leash mid-breath, mid-sentence, mid-task– just let it go.
Promise me to follow the scent, the ray, the half-remembered song. Trust that where you’ll end up is somewhere worth arriving.
You are larger than life.
Reverie is how you remember.